Monday, March 21, 2011

Ruined Weekend.

Don't you hate when you have plans and something you or don't do ruins those plans? Is like, you sabotage yourself, how crazy!!!

Well, that happened to me this past weekend. I had so many ideas of places to go to, I even had an invitation to a rave! But no, that did not happen. My car was giving me problems and as the lazy fat-ass I am, I did not take it to the shop saturday morning as I intended, 'cause i thought..."well, I bet if I let it cool off it'll work just fine" (I know, how stupid)...anyways, I could not go anywhere 'cause in Guatemala City, you have to have a car to move places and go party.

I took my car to the mechanic this morning and guess what? They only took like 30 minutes to fix it and they did not charge me a thing! I mean....if I had taken an hour of my day on saturday I would have had transportation and probably would have had a great time somewhere, instead of staying home watching a Dancing with the Stars marathon like an old fart!

Well, now you know good people....take your time and do the things you had plan on your day, 'cause trust me, you will regret it if you don't  :-(

I'm probably exagerating, because it was just a party plan I had for the weekend, but it could have been something else I missed, something really important! And I couldn't help but wonder, are we really not appreciative of the time we have?
Young people tend to go through life without cares and leaving everything for "tomorrow" or "some other day", but we don't realize that, with our wolrd's present state and with tsunamies, earthquakes and wars between countries, we may not have a tomorrow to do those things we constantly leave out.

I hope we all get a sense of urgency and just start doing the things we want, eating the food we want, kissing the one we love (or secretly love at least) and just be ourselves......and i get to these conclutions all because of a boring weekend caused by my lack of urgency in things.

Much more to come!!!
KennyDM

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Life @ Work

A new trainer was hired in my department some time ago and the department manager says..."...and you know Kenny...he's always here, in fact the only thing he's missing is his bed because he practicly lives here lol"...Which made me realize....I have no effing life!

Isn't crazy when you hear people say "i'm a workaholic" and you think to yourself, "no, you're a looser" and then turns out that you are considered a workaholic and you didn't even noticed you were one!

That has been my life for the past 3 or 4 years at my job, I have tried to excel in every possible way and on the way, without even knowing, I left my personal and "romantic" life to rot in hell! GAWD...how did that happen?

Is it ever going to stop? Am i gonna chill? ever? And i can't help but wonder...am i really a workaholic? well to answer my own question I do have to point out that my schedule ends @ 5pm CST and is 8:20pm and i'm still at the office, which is really sad :-(

So, my goal for the comming months is to just demand my vacations and really do something i've always want to know. What comes to my mind first is to take a trip...i'd love to just go away for a few days/weeks and be on my own, you know? Wouldn't that be cool? I mean, just go away and have fun, meet new people and just do whatever the hell you want to do!

I really need a reality check and just make sure I take care of my needs instead of my company's (just for a few days at least).

So, in order to leave the workaholic behind, i'mma cash my vacations and just get the hell out of my work circle...mjm, where should i go????

More to come.........